Fade
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I wrap my arms arownd you
tangle my fingers in your hair
the tears fell from my eyes
and you whisper the words ive wanted to here
here for so long

and everything fades away
and then i wake
all i can do is cry
because i know that we'll never be
we could never be

i wish i could show you
show you what i feel
but i know you would never care
you wrapped your arms arownd her

you found perfection
perfection in her
and i let mine slip away
i let you slip away
i never even got the chance to tell you the reson
the reson i let you fall

i was imperfect and now im nothing
you said you loved me
and i pushed you away
i made you go away
just so i wouldnt hurt
just so you couldnt hurt me
now look at me...look what ive done to myself

but i hurt you
and deep down i know you hate me
this is my fault
i messed everything up
and maybe
maybe one day ill just fade



i cant change my mood..so Aroused is not my mood.....i feel more like broken...dead..somthing like that...but yeah this poem sucks but its how i feel twords him...i hope he reads it...i want him to know this i really do...i love him but he loves someone elts...i could never have him back...so why do i feel empty...why does it hurt so much